I don’t there’s anything more satisfying than having no plans on a Saturday night. The weather today has forced me to spend the time I needed to organising my life. From booking AirBnB’s for my upcoming trip to tackling my pile of hand washing – today has been the breather I’ve needed. Lately, I’ve been on a repetitive cycle of overload myself to crash and burn. Sometimes I feel like I don’t know how to just be okay with doing nothing. So tonight I’m going to force myself so I can finally get a normal amount of sleep. Wish me luck…
Last night I finally watched Booksmart, the new coming of age movie on Netflix. I thought it was very clever and not as P.C. as most movies seem to be these days. An easy Friday night watch for sure!
I got to see my Dad the other day out at the airport before he flew overseas. Like I said in my previous blog post, my family grounds me. I could tell the latest crash wasn’t far off so this visit came at such a good time. It’s so good to hear another perspective and one that comes from unconditional love. It’s such a damn rare thing as you get older. Also, the pasta was fucking great.
After playing tug-o-war with my freelancing the last couple of months I think things are finally coming together. It’s so discouraging being promised work that never pulls through. This week definitely turned that right around.
Music, similar to smell, brings back so many memories for me. Sometimes when I’m feeling lost I like to revisit old music. It kind of reminds me that I’ve felt this way before and I will again. This song has been on repeat all afternoon and this. Reminds me of everything 2014. I used to listen to a lot of trap music.